Big Fluffly Clouds (:

Jesus Reigns (:

Disneyland (:

Its really is a Small World. At least I thought it was until I had to walk around ALL day from one land to another xD haha all this world traveling really is tiring. JESS we definately we need to go together. Its all Christmas-y right now (: and its so cute and pretty and we need to pig out on icecream, caramel apples, and stuff. Let's go without the men haha i'm sick of double dates!

SPACE MOUNTAIN ---->

WAS OUTTA THIS WORLD ;]
LOOK AT CHRISTIAN'S

FACE!! puahahahaha

LOOK I HAVE THE SAME ANGRY FACE AS DONALD!

LOL this is what happens to me when I don't get my Jess time :p

JK this was from my Little sister's birthday party (: she's 6.

Oh Chuckie cheese. with its greasy food and games.

the temper tantrums and the overstimulation (: cool
The Call Was AMAZING!

8 hours straight of crying out

worship

and prayer for the great commission

to be fulfilled

and our generation. And revival.

My voice STILL hasn't returned xD

Hahaha so we just had a prayer meeting

and NO ONE showed up lol so me and Christian

just prayed together. It was fun (:

COME TO MEE! haha

its getting late

Halloween is so dumb now. I'm too old to go trick or treating, too lame to go to a crazy party and too young to actually do anything cool :p whatevs tho. I still got to be ellie that was cool (: but i'm wondering if anyone can really be like this. Up is so cute but its rediculous. It's gotta be the 1 out of a billion chance that you'd meet when you're kids and stay together through school and get married and grow old together through thick and thin. So if there are about 8 billion or so people on this earth, there are 8 couples(roughly) that could experience this. (haha i totally BSed those statistics ;] but i don't know i feel like marriage and real deep meaningful love is out of my reach and off in the distance as i feel with all other things. like becoming a leader, going to college, driving, and getting a job. I'm stuck. I need to experience life! All I do is sit around at home watching other people live it. But still i'm so scared. I feel like its all pipe dreams that they're all unattainable. Just need to break out of my shell. its 2 am and i have school in 6 hours. My body is begging me to go to sleep. but i really wanna allnighter. I feel like i could get so much done (:

what....?

I had the craziest dream ever ! So basically it all started out with I think it was 2 women and 1 man in my house and they were supposed to be demons so I start casting them out in Jesus name and I just say that they can't touch me and stuff but then they start hurting me and they won't go away so it was really scary and stuff but eventually they went away and someone came in and they asked if they were still there and I said no they left. and all of a sudden there was another demon or something and i was just like eh :[ and i woke up cause it was so scary but i was so tired that i went back to sleep and I felt like i had the same dream again! but different stuff happened. in the next dream i told brian about my dream! haha and we were outside and there were these giant sticks covered in fruit growing like right outside my house. and i went to my room i think and there was this lady there and i start telling her my name and she can't hear me and keeps telling me to repeat and i have pine needles in my mouth so i'm like, sorry i have pine needles and i start pulling them out. and then i go into the bathroom with Jae and he starts beating me up which was VERY SCARY! and i think that's all i remember. and the next night i had a dream that i was at the armstrong or something and there were like great performances and stuff and the whole crowd was jumping around and dancing. and i visited this girl or went to her house and she had like either a purple or blue cat and i was just like... that's weird. and she had SO MANY PETS (i think i was kinda jealous) and yea that's all i can remember. xD and Sara has been having really weird stuff happen to her. like she swears to me that on her way to school she saw this yellow umbrella walking around. who knows what it was, but i believe her and its like trippin me out! haha inception time!

UPDATES

I was Ellie from up xD haha gotta post the pictures later. Mrs. Lawerence wouldn't leave us alone cause she said we'd thank her later for the memories. She was probably right ;} The dentist was real quick! just had one cavity and he filled it right up (: the wedding was SO beautiful (: but there was some drama with one of the pastors at our church that ran it cause a lot of the guests were very worldy and too cool for school. They weren't into the message :[ but I hope that a lot of seeds were planted there. New Life is crazy, I've been focusing so much on praying and interceding spirtually for the club that I totally forgot about the actual planning! xD oops. But I'd rather have that problem than have a Christian club that is spirtually weak and dry. I think small groups are really gonna work this year thou (: i'm gonna have the leaders contact the people every week to see how they're doing and I wanna have weekly prayer seshes and stuff so its gonna be great once we get everything together xD So glad i've got Kristen, but she's in other clubs and stuff so its like :[ meh sometimes. but for the most part she's a lifesaver!

JESSICAAA!!

hehehe I love ur blog. and u jacked my cloud background >:[ but i forgive you.
my internet's down at my house so I'll try to use a different computer to get to u for now.
and I have pictures of my jackolantern/daughter Evangeline
and other stuff on Christian's phone so I'll tell him to email it to me
so I can show u xD hahaha how exciting
I feel like I'm on xanga again.
Lol sorry that my first few posts were really strange.
I don't think they'll get any normaler.
Lol i started this blog cause Tracy told me to ahha
I miss all the people that I used to follow on here. They all ditched me for tumblr but whatever
anyways. This week and month and everything is SO hectic urgh :[
have to finish making UP costumes by friday and stuff and finish all my school stuff
I think I have dentist this weekend BLEH :[
and I'm failing as New Life President :[ haha but i Know it'll be okay
cause Jesus is gonna be there so we'll be fine.
and I've been trying to draw closer to God lately
and I've been reading this awesome book OMG I need to tell u all about it
hahaha this post is all over the place huh?
I need to find my camera charger so I can show u
my life! Plus I am so unspirited and bad. Except i'm still doing all
my hw. JUST FOR U. haha jk I don't even know why I'm
doing it all. But love you!!
this post is also written in Horita's first period. xD ahaha!
BAD BAD TA

Grilled Cheesus

The episode of Glee called Grilled Cheesus really upset me at first because like most other popular shows, it seemingly viewed Christianity in a negative light. But once I got past how weird the songs were and the depressing stories of Coach Silvester and Kurt, it raised a lot of questions in me that I'm still figuring out. But its good to have to think about them. Now I'm in high school and I have friends that are gay and i'll never understand where Sue's coming from but their stories show the pain and bitterness that a lot of people have for God. I mean, the worst part was realizing that this is really how people feel. We need a change. This world needs some love. but it really touched me that Sue's sister said "God never makes mistakes." that was so powerful. I don't know, I guess the reason I bother posting this is because I love Glee so much and it was painful to see them just all running around like sheep without a shepherd. Even the people that kind of knew what was up like Miss Pilsbury and Mr. Shou didn't explain things clearly cause I don't think they've figured it out. Especially when Finn ended the episode so hurt almost feeling betrayed because he was decieved into believing the grilled cheese had magical powers. But I guess I'm going to give Glee another chance, and give all things a second look before I close myself off to what its all about.