Lately

I haven't really been doing much of anything. While everyone else is busier than ever, I've just been at home wasting my life away like Repunzel wondering when my life will begin. I haven't blogged in a long time, mostly because I know that little to no one will ever read this but my old teacher got me back in simply because I need an outlet just to vent. This summer I spent my time doing the things that i'd normally do, but i feel so empty. i definitely need more Jesus. and i've been wanting to speak words of encouragement to my fellow classmates for a while now, but i need to get myself straight first. and I realize that i'm starting to lose self- control in my life. With the decisions that i make and the responsibilities that i hold (as if i ever had any) xD but for some reason its hard for me to find my way back. and one intense (real life) dog fight got me to understand that i am still afraid of what will become of my physical body. I am still afraid of pain. Which normal people usually are. However noble people will usually overlook that pain for something that matters much more, and i'm not there yet. i wish i was.

Today

Sux.

Heyyy Jess! (:

So basically I'm sitting in Horita's and i really should be studying for an econ test but the weather is SO nice out (: dang i feel so spoiled by the beautiful torrance weather today. haha i wonder how it is in irvine. probably not nearly as great. Cause anteaters thrive in horrible weather unfortunately o_o haha jk i have no idea on that one. OMG i bought Tangled on DVD!!! haha let's watch it together when you visit again. Hopefully I can visit with christian over Spring break. I'm gonna be gone till wednesday though :[ for SD. But we should definately go to Disneyland or something (: (: (: HAHAHA I lovah You!

Tangled

WAS SO CUTE!

I want it on DVD!

Dreams really do come true (:

So basically I went to Disneyland with Miss Horita and Christie on Sunday and we just decided to have a really chill day cause we weren't really feelin to much action on a school night :p So we went on Toy Story Mania, where I got an all time best score (: and then we went to pizza port where we had like a 2 hour deep talk. After that we went to Gibson Girl where we all got peppermint icecreams and we got a table there! one of my all time dreams and as we were eating and chatting, the fireworks started and everyone was crowded on Main Street so we couldn't see ANYTHING and I wasn't having it so I decided to walk through to see if I could either get a better spot or if we could find something else to do because we always go and it wouldn't really matter if we saw the fireworks or not. So I started walking and I guess they let you go around the crowd. So if the main crowd is watching the fireworks, they let you cut through it to get to other lands. So we went through the crowd and it was SUCH a nice view, and everyone was walking really slowly because they wanted to watch xD and as we went around the side, we travelled closer and closer to the castle and right at the finale we were standing right in front of the castle where I took this picture, AMAZING! and then we followed the flow of the crowd to Adventure Land, and right when we got there we heard that Fantasmic was showing, and I got to watch it for the first time, and we actually got a pretty close spot near the front on the left side near Haunted Mansion. It was SO COOL!! oh my gosh my favorite part was the Peter Pan fight and the princesses (:

I hope your having lots of fun in New York, sing Empire State of Mind for me while you're there! ahahha "in New Yooooorrkkkk concrete jungle make you feel brand new, these streets will inspire you"

I had this dream that you changed your major from math to Economy. It was really strange, and I don't recommend that you do xD haahaha.

This morning I woke up thinking "We need to kill the bees and the butterflies"
As in, I woke up and contemplated for a moment if I should go back to sleep or not
and I thought to myself, No, We need to kill the bees and the butterflies!
xD exciting right?

New Life and FCA are carolling this Saturday. I wish you could be there :[
We'll dedicate a song for you.

Big Fluffly Clouds (:

Jesus Reigns (:

Disneyland (:

Its really is a Small World. At least I thought it was until I had to walk around ALL day from one land to another xD haha all this world traveling really is tiring. JESS we definately we need to go together. Its all Christmas-y right now (: and its so cute and pretty and we need to pig out on icecream, caramel apples, and stuff. Let's go without the men haha i'm sick of double dates!

SPACE MOUNTAIN ---->

WAS OUTTA THIS WORLD ;]
LOOK AT CHRISTIAN'S

FACE!! puahahahaha

LOOK I HAVE THE SAME ANGRY FACE AS DONALD!

LOL this is what happens to me when I don't get my Jess time :p

JK this was from my Little sister's birthday party (: she's 6.

Oh Chuckie cheese. with its greasy food and games.

the temper tantrums and the overstimulation (: cool
The Call Was AMAZING!

8 hours straight of crying out

worship

and prayer for the great commission

to be fulfilled

and our generation. And revival.

My voice STILL hasn't returned xD

Hahaha so we just had a prayer meeting

and NO ONE showed up lol so me and Christian

just prayed together. It was fun (:

COME TO MEE! haha